March 2012
I have no idea where my life is going right now with all this chaos in my head and all this confusion at home so I’m choosing to do and say what I want to keep any chance of a smile on my face for as long as I can. All I can think about though is how the only label i seem to fit within is being a bad person. No matter how good my intentions seem or how nice I want to be at the end of the day...
February 2012
مآ أجمّل أنْ تصمتْ .. فيْ ؤجهْ منْ ينتظرْ منِك الخِصَام .. ! وما أجمل أنْ تضحك فيْ وجهْ منْ يُنتظرْ منك البكـاءْ ..!
How beautiful is it to stay silent When someone expects you to be enraged from them. And how beautiful it is to laugh When someone thinks you are going to shed tears.
I don't want to be alive. I'm just going to cut...
hidingundermysheets:
cassiebobby:
perfect
OMG I’m dying!!
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People who have answers for themselves, who are intellectual and smart, who are creative and can put it out there for other people to see and understand make me feel really shitty to be honest. And it’s not even the gender that matters; it’s just the fact that they’re so full of ideas to put out there and actually give themselves something to do. I know that they didn’t...
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I feel like someone is going to get pissed off by...
Maybe I have been using the phrase “I feel like killing myself” too often around and meaning it less only because I know I can’t convince my body to match my thoughts and physically get my body to do what my mind wants to do to myself.
“If you really want to kill yourself, in your heart, if you truly do, you will do it”
“You can’t be a counselor and try to...
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I'm always open and honest about my feelings and I...
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Relapsed after about a month and a half. Oh well.
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I feel like I have such a sick mind lol. It's...
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Guys I can't masturbate cuz my shoulder is sore...
But I’m serious…
Just felt I should share that with you guys.
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I'm so sick of being alive.
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